Sometimes I forget.I forgot I had this account until a few months ago.
Not MeI am not me Nothing is what it seems Life is backward, inside out, unclearNot Me
Body betrays mind Mind destroys heart Heart unleashes emotions Emotions lacerate body
I want what I can't have What wants me turns me away Brings me to the end Laughs in my face, runs away
The path before me is dim The light seems so far away The strength of my will is fading The conviction I had, disappears
I am a shell I am a ghost I am lost I am cold I am tired I am solem I am fake
But I am not me
Cherish the MomentAs I sit here Looking out over the endless ocean I watch the reflection of the stars on the calm water And think of youCherish the Moment
How I miss your touch when you're not here The gentle caress of your fingers Against my bare skin The warmth of your naked body Next to mine
How beautiful it would be To become lost
In those deep sparkling eyes So full of life & desparation To see your thoughts Tangled and fighting to get free Of that web you've woven My hands in your hair You face so close to mine
I'd never let you go Not e
LostI'm thinking I want to tell you but I cant I try to tell you but you don't hear You hear but you don't understand You understand but you avoid I'm cryingLost
I see you But I cannot speak I speak But I cannot comprehend I comprehend
But I do not listen I listen but I cannot see I'm falling
I'm so frustrated So full of passion Of pain and hurt and deinal
I just want to hold you To be in your arms Rest my head against your chest Hear your heart I'm sleeping
I close my eyes But I still
Run AwayLost & trapped Here yet miles away Nothing I do is right anymore So why can't I just run away?Run Away
Everything I grow to love Is taken far from me Everything I learn to love I push away toward free
Just when everything's ok I see it's just a lie Pretending goes on every day And makes me want to scream...
Lost & trapped Here yet miles away Nothing I do is right anymore So why can't I just run away?
Run away? Run away? I'll just be followed I'll be swallowed And it will all come crashing down again... &n
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"Love is lost in the eyes of those who have given up on those who know how to."
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